It’s always darkest before the dawn

This couldn’t be more true – it’s always darkest before the dawn. I was starting to lose hope and starting to doubt myself and what I could of possibly done wrong that I would have to be dealt this. Can life really be this unfair? I mean I know the answer to that… of course it can but I just didn’t want to believe it! How could I just be this madly, head over heels in love with this girl and she not feel the same way? I felt in my heart that she did but that she was struggling with something else and just couldn’t return my affections. Well I tired not texting her and that wasn’t working. I just wanted to tell her all about my day and hear about hers as we had been doing but she just couldn’t, I was seriously having a hard time with trying to give her space even though I knew that’s what she needed. I just wanted to say here look at this funny picture or you won’t believe what just happened kind of stuff. And so I almost made it a whole day without talking to her, still thinking about her all day long, every minute of every hour, every second of the day and then out if nowhere she texted me. And one thing led to another and I asked if I could see her and she said yes! Hallelujah!! And so she came over and we talked and it was great! Just great! I really like this girl, I do believe I’ve found the one…